DEVIL HEART : CHAPTER 1 (english version)

CHAPTER 1 : THE WAKING UP

I don't know my place in this world, but i've got often, asking myself, the two same answer. I telling myself "you have make your own place" or "you don't have your place, you should die and make places for other people". that depending of my feeling, and of the music i listen, because yes, i'm easily influenced. But why am i asking this to myself right now ? i was sleeping, i dreaming that i was flying in the middle of nothingness and total black, i felled lost, introverted and alone, feelings that i almost always have since that the story of my childhood and my adolescence. I have a little sensation, like my head was upside-down, nothing surprised since i don't know where was the sky and earth. Suddenly i felled my soul burn little by little, but not in the harm way, but like a overload of adrenaline who run inside me. And my body literally burn with a big green fire, and i was feeling like i can blow up the entire universe, or even build a universe, like  a become a big bang on my own. And then, i flying where i supposed it was the top, and i punch the nothingness and he broke up like a mirror, because i was feeling like i can break the reality itself. And then, the emptiness disappear for let his place to the stars and the cosmos. after that, my fire tame, i felled empty, and i saw a light go off my chest, and then, i slept off.

Then, i woke up, i felled great, as usual i feel broke up when i wake the morning, and at the same time i feel like i was worn out of my organs. I felled a hole in my chest, the sensation in my dream completely gone and let a feeling of emptiness, i put my hand on my heart for checking is everything is okay. but my heart is not beating anymore, i didn't feel it, i was scared but not enough for not being rational. i search around me without panic for see what happened. I was in the middle of ruins, i qualifier a bit Aztec, i seeing a brook close to me. I decide to wash my head with it for feeling better, and then i was doing it, i saw my hands and all body with a complete different anatomy. i check the whole changing, and i noticed that i've got white fur and white short hair, a cat tail, paws and in my hand and feet, cat ears, green eyes, and even my tool of reproduction was feline. My first reaction was excitement, not only because i love cat and wished to be one them but also because i now got the same physic capacity of cat. for see if i was supple and agile like a cat, but a though it would be stupid to break my skull in a way so stupid. i have also new clothes, a black hoodie, a gray t-shirt and a black jogging but no shoes, since my paws can do the trip.

I have to find where i am and where i go for my heart problem. I can't find the answer of my presence here or what happen to me, so i just don't ask myself. I check the place for begin, I go inside the ruins, i found a door damaged by humidity, i push it, he won't open, i pull out, and he almost crush my feet. I finally enter and i notice the ruins add a dome who open into the sky and the clouds. I take the stairs between pillars, and open the first door, the inside what it look like the office of a pirate, it look like a pirate office because he add a old map fixed on the wall and a skull used like a inkwell and a pirate flag (i think it called "davy jones") fixed on the door. I come in and check the map, but i don't know anything about navigation so i give up, and instead i check the books on the shelves, but they are all in english and don't speak it (i'm french), so i check inside the desk, i found a gold sextant, i use it on the window for check, he work well. I wanna take it but my pant is not like the one of a hero of point'n'click, i check the room for see if i found a bag.

I found, on the side of the desk, a bag with multiple pocket, convenient. I empty the bag for all the bottle of grog inside, put the sextant inside, and re-check the place for anything else than a i could use, i find a compass, a key for the desk, some kind of kitchen knife, some other bottle of booze. I take everything except the booze, and i though i should find some food for the trip. I search in the other rooms, i take the door beside the one i was inside, i across two rows of beds, i though that was the bedroom of the pirates, it stinks. For one moment, i ask myself when i became so independent, usually i need help, but here not. I say to myself, it certainly the fact that i will die if i'm not independent and my survival instinct help me. I found a cupboard, i decide to check inside but the smell pull me back, then i heard something in the cupboard knocked, i open keeping my safe distance... and a walking sock jump out and scream "FREEEE", and yelling stuff about take of the world and exit, and i just say to myself "OK". i check under the beds, but the room add nothing interesting. I though that i should go faster if i don't wanna wast my time more again, so i rapidly check every room.

finally i found the food reserve on the next floor up, i'll eat for long. i take the food, then i sound of door slam make me jumpscare, i slowly approach the door, hearing attentively, i heard voices, i didn't understand i single word, but it sound like English-speaker. I was scared by thinking it's maybe the pirate who lives here. I baste by the window of the room, along the wall on a little platform, climbing on the pillar, for finally join the ground, i heard the voices from earlier, so i run sneaky out of the ruins, then i sense my back more light than it should, i scream with a facepalm "MY BAG !", i called myself dumb meanwhile i smashing my head.

Then i jumpscare when i heard somebody say "over here!", i was sure this was for. Take by fear, i running out as fast as i can without head back or slow down, i suddenly saw a wine cave at the same time i heard "wait!" behind me. I inside, closing the doors behind me and i notice no escape except the hole on the wall, with my body, i though i could easily enter inside. I execute a belly-slide inside the hole, and begin to crawl forward, until the ground fall apart on me. I fall on a underground stream, i let myself dragged by the water, when i grab a coast for getting myself out of the water. i watch around me, and the place look a bit like the grave of cröm of conan the barbarian.
I walk forward for seeing lots of shiny skull and dusty dead body, when i found a sword impaling a skull o the ground, i take the sword and i sing with low voice "princes of the universe" by queen, then i laughing for my own stupidity. And watch my back for seeing if the pirates still following me. Nobody was here, so i decide, dropping the sword, to continue before the pirates catch me.

I walking again, then i saw the exit. I get out and i fall into  dense forest. I go through, and then i felled bad, because i asking myself how i will be back home ? And if i can't, what will i do of my life ? And if i was the only catboy on this world, what will happen ? All those question make me scared, but not enough for stop me, because i refuse to die, with or without the answers.